So last week these words of joy, faith and believing kept showing up everywhere. I kept thinking and wondering, “Why do I keep seeing things about joy, faith, and belief on facebook, or just automatically flipping my Bible open and verses on these topics show up?” Also, last night as I sat drafting this post I saw on my facebook newsfeeds that one of my friends had just posted a long thing about believing that your prayers will be answered. I realize that God has been really trying to speak to me but last week I did not know what it was all for and about.
I decided to pray about all these signs being shown to me. I kept thinking, “Okay God, I am joyous right now, I already believe in Jesus, and have a good faith in you so what are you telling me?” Well, towards the end of the week I started realizing what the Lord was trying to tell me. I started realizing that these next two weeks are going to be really rough and hard on me to get through. God was saying even in hard times rejoice in Him, have JOY. I always remember the song “The joy of the Lord is my strength”. Also, I finally figured out that the faith and believing stuff did not have anything to do with my believing that the Lord was real, but with trusting that God would work all these life challenges I will be facing out for my good like Romans 8:28 conveys. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Also, in life we sometimes feel that things are just too hard for us, but there is nothing that is too hard for God to do just like Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength."
Honestly, I worry and cry about silly little things in life because I strive for perfection. I used to tell my mom all the time when I was younger that she should not worry. Now here I am doing the same thing. I know that the Lord will help get me through all this homework, 5 tests, 3 quizzes, work, and other things going on however, I just need to TRUST Him. I need to replace worry with JOY and BELIEVE that He will answer my prayers if I have FAITH.
I decided to pray about all these signs being shown to me. I kept thinking, “Okay God, I am joyous right now, I already believe in Jesus, and have a good faith in you so what are you telling me?” Well, towards the end of the week I started realizing what the Lord was trying to tell me. I started realizing that these next two weeks are going to be really rough and hard on me to get through. God was saying even in hard times rejoice in Him, have JOY. I always remember the song “The joy of the Lord is my strength”. Also, I finally figured out that the faith and believing stuff did not have anything to do with my believing that the Lord was real, but with trusting that God would work all these life challenges I will be facing out for my good like Romans 8:28 conveys. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Also, in life we sometimes feel that things are just too hard for us, but there is nothing that is too hard for God to do just like Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength."
Honestly, I worry and cry about silly little things in life because I strive for perfection. I used to tell my mom all the time when I was younger that she should not worry. Now here I am doing the same thing. I know that the Lord will help get me through all this homework, 5 tests, 3 quizzes, work, and other things going on however, I just need to TRUST Him. I need to replace worry with JOY and BELIEVE that He will answer my prayers if I have FAITH.